Body modifications

whoa..! so 2 gauge holes are also applicable to navels! scalpeled navels!~ imagine that! Hahaha.. navel scalpelling they call it. i love piercings and all.. but NOT THIS ONE! scalpel?! 8 mm navel- as big as the navel itself? no way! man, i am officially bored! haha! i am piercing my self everywhere! i keep piercing them and i dont have enough money to buy bbells or banana bells for them.. and i end up using the needles! haha! soon, ill be able to buy my barbells and stuff. ever since i pierced my navel, which by the way i dreaded so much that it would hurt like bitch but it didnt, i started to experiment on surface piercings. next week in class, we will have a return demo on injections. nervous? hmmm.. heheh. i havent done my sternum yet. and my multi navel project.. no funds! heck! oh well.. tomorrow is the punk show! HAHAH! YESSSSSS!!! VIOLENCE! ! ! ! I CANNOT WAIT! ! ! ill be back.. and ill post some pics about my PLANNED piercings.. BODY ART...

please. . . poke me. . .

hMmm.. hMmm.. i love to be poked? hehe.. i am so damn happy that finaLLy- this so called CITY- has a piercing shop! ha! finaLLeeeee!! well, i do my piercings my self.. but this is my chance to FINALLY get that corset ive always wanted.! i have a one week old bellybutton pierce, and a couple of 2-day old vertical surface clavicles.. and i also have my industrial already, on my left ear! ill be gettin my sternum done. and the one below the bellybutton.. increase the gauge of my lobes.. and thats what ive decided for the next two weeks! hehe.. its not that painful actually.. yes, you feel a sting. but thats it! thats nothing.. HA HA. . i am currently addicted to surface piercings! ! i think they look really cool. . this is what i want : the CORSET: dreadfully beautifuL.. yeah! :

my blog looks boring.. emily is cool .. guess i need to post more pics and stuffs.. ill add more links.. edit some stuffs, here and there.. i am just so pissed coz i cannot work on my blog. i have been in net cafes since yesterday. the internet connection at home is still busted.. hell with it! i dont feel like working on my blog when im at a cafe.. well, actually i can, if i have the money.. and if they have head phones here that ACTUALLY WORK!! ill work on the links now.. ciao! ! !

what happened to me? !

whew.. almost a month since i last logged in here.. my apologies.. i have been dead busy for the finals... so what has happened for the last 2 or 3 weeks? well... daboy and i celebrated our first month together.. awwww.. we had the lousiest performance for the community study.. i finished ahse, well not really.. capping is not until next month. hmmm.. oh yeah.. i decided to learn skate boarding.. my boy friend is gonna leave his board with me here, i think..hmmm.. i think thats about it.. what an interesting life! ! HA-HA.. summer!!! wow!! i think this summer is gonna be cool. i will make this summer cool, even if we have summer classes. ill try to hone my guitar skills, learn skateoarding and try to ace my subjects! muhahahaha. . oh i love daboy! i just had to say that! i just had to! because i really do! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! FUCK ALL OF YOU COZ I REALLY DO! hahaha!

. . . resurrection . . .

weee... feb's almost over.., finals are coming- that'll be like, two weeks from now... then.. classes are over! yesss! i do hope that id make it for the capping.. sigh.., anyway, i read my previous posts, and i realized that almost everything was so gloomy.. dark.. haha! well, thats why i am weird.. okay, i am not weird. i am GIFTED ! there is a difference. hell.! like i care if people call me weird, gothic or a POSER! (diba badangski! pastilan sila!poser ra atong lugar dani cdo!).. i know who i am.. and i dont give a shit about what they say. ! okay.. anyway . . i have been very very busy.. in school and other stuff. oh, speaking of school, those people in school.. argh !they annoy me.. they are making their own problems. and they are the ones complicating things.. we are like having this final requirement shit for our shitty nursing course.. whatever. and meyyyn! last saturday, even if i havent had enough sleep for like 2 days, i went out, had a few drink with my friends.. went to my friends house.. and went home by 3:30. nothing new really. but what was so different that time was that, i only have 20 bucks. and i was with my friend, who by the way, didnt have any money, not even a single cent ! we were at bulua.. so we took a jeepney. guess what,. after that, we only had 5 pesos left.. so i , together with my friend, walked home from punchbowl. my friend had to go home at macajalar.. poor him.. hehehe.. but.. everything was cool. my parents never caught me.. i arrived at 4 am in the morning! whew!! thats what i call luck! hahaha! til here.. i have to download some songs.. ciao!

*sigh*

well.. its been like 3 days.. and ive been singing to coheed and cambria all day.. meyyyn., i feel so lonely.. damn! hopeless romantic geeky me! argh! i seem to have no luck in love.. hehe. but i do like someone right now. and whats so cool about it is that he doesn't know anything about it.! oh well.. but i really really like him! so much! ahhhhh!! meyyyN! :,(

shit

i am so fuckin pissed off! i hate it when i cant do what i want to do! i hate it when i cant go where i want to go.. BECAUSE I AM ALONE! i hate to be fuckin alone!! so like, in times when i just want to go out, have some fun.. I CANNOT! BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE TO GO WITH!! FUCK THIS WORLD! i AM SO FREAKIN PISSED!!!! ARGGGGHHHH!!!!